1.14.2009 | Wednesday

Feeling blue,…

category: Pondering Life

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I usually blog first thing in the morning, but I have opened up a new post about a billion times today and haven’t been able to come up with a thing. In the face of sorrow, nothing really seems all that important, interesting or funny. All I can think of is a life wasted, a life lost. He was a good man, a good person, with good things in front of him. He was literally the #1 recruiter in the Army. He was a good soldier with a continued great career ahead of him. But he was more than a soldier. He was a funny, dependable, honest guy with friends and family that cared about him. It didn’t need to be this way. 

It kind of makes the everyday things that make up my life seem unimportant and pointless.  Who cares about my botched dye job, my latest crafty endeavor?  I don’t even care and it is me.  I guess it doesn’t help that I am not completely over my grandmother, either.

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4 responses to “Feeling blue,…

  1. Aww hun I am sorry you’re hurting…There is not much I can say that will make you feel better other than you are honoring your friend. Am here for you if you need me!

  2. I am very sorry to hear about your pain and loss. I agree with the ladies above – you are honoring your friend in such a loving way. *BIG hugs* I’m only 20 minutes away if you need me. *Wink*

  3. Grief is always handled in different ways and you feeling that the small things in life are unimportant is only natural. Just know that you are a true friend for honoring him the way you are. Hang in there….


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