To say that I have bizarre dreams is an understatement to say the least. Years and years of bizarre dreams. Which makes me wonder… what the hell is going on in my subconscious?! There have been a ton of scientific studies on sleep and dreaming. It’s been shown that our brains need time to process […]
I’m starting to regret getting back into blogging. Or at least visiting other blogs other than a selected few. I keep having the misfortune of running into some seriously effed up shit. I just stumbled onto a post that the author prefaced with a statement about how loving and open-minded they are. Okay, cool. Then […]
I inadvertently fell down a rabbit hole this morning, just by reading an about-me style page. It was less a biography and more of a slide down into a conspiracy-theory and hate-filled hole in the ground. There was an entire diatribea bitter and abusive speech or piece of writing (a better word there isn’t to describe it) […]
There is so much going on right now that I have no idea which direction is up from moment to moment. You would think I would be used to that, but this time it is different. This time things are happening from all different directions, situations becoming more twisted and more complicated every day. There […]
That was my reaction upon discovering a piece of news. The back story… I was talking about bullying among kids with my friend Kevin and I told him a bit about our brush with it. Ours took place before we left NY, from about September of 2011 to May of 2012. There was another […]
The pain and anger of it all… I haven't written in months… I just haven't been able to. I lost my baby in May and I haven't been really all that into life in general since. Some days it is better than others, but most days, I am just angry. Angry at the world, the […]
For days, I have wanted to blog. I have opened it up almost daily and I have written. And pretty much of it has been unfit for public consumption. So I have deleted it, stared at it, and eventually given it up. But the truth is, my blog has always been my therapy and sometimes […]
This week has been what is known as craptastically crappy. I am pretty sure I am living under a black cloud, my own personal cloud of doom. And it’s been raining poo upon me. A disgusting visual, I know, but one that accurately describes my week. Craptastic: Level 1 Over the two weeks my hubby […]
I am not entirely sure which of those days this particular day is. I do know that there is some reason to think that perhaps I should have stayed in bed, preferably wrapped in bubble wrap and wearing a muzzle. I started the day with a blue eye. Not black and blue. Just blue. Hence […]
Setting the scene,… It all began early one morning about 2 weeks ago. The youngest three children had headed out the door to their big yellowish-orange limousine bus, off to further their educations. Ashley and Donovan, being too cool for the mode of transportation of the younger social set, had left in the far cooler […]