This week has all the makings to be a pretty craptastic week. This Saturday was supposed to be my due date and I am not entirely sure my body realizes that it isn't pregnant anymore. Especially after the maelstrom of crap it has been through, I don't think it knows which […]
That was my reaction upon discovering a piece of news. The back story… I was talking about bullying among kids with my friend Kevin and I told him a bit about our brush with it. Ours took place before we left NY, from about September of 2011 to May […]
The pain and anger of it all… I haven't written in months… I just haven't been able to. I lost my baby in May and I haven't been really all that into life in general since. Some days it is better than others, but most days, I am just angry. […]
I have never in my life tried so hard to learn something in my life and it is frustrating as hell. Before this semester, I was so looking forward to my two independent study classes, Women of Faerie and The Faerie Realm in Folklore and Literature, both taught by the same professor. […]
For days, I have wanted to blog. I have opened it up almost daily and I have written. And pretty much of it has been unfit for public consumption. So I have deleted it, stared at it, and eventually given it up. But the truth is, my blog has always […]
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One of my goals for November was to let go of the resentment and anger I have been dragging around to make room for some more positive, healthier things. Sounds so much easier than it actually is. The reality is… the line between "letting go" and "I'm a doormat" is a fine […]
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I expected a lot of stressful moments with this move, but not one of them had to do with self-esteem. And yet, here at the beginning of the move, that is exactly what has happened. The "packing up and sending our stuff off" part has actually been relatively stress-free, even […]
The last few weeks have been all about change for me.. It is needed and it is time. A big part of change, in my opinion, is the journey to it. Open heart, open mind, and you can discover so much and learn so much. And I have. Some of […]