I am really hard to keep a positive spin on things, but starting almost every day with negativity is derailing me completely. I feel like I am fighting a battle with the husband that has no hope of a reasonable conclusion. Over the last few years, he has become increasingly violent in his sleep. I […]
I used to blog religiously, each and every day, but I definately don’t anymore. It isn’t for lack of trying, since I open it up just about every day. I write a few sentences, I delete them and start over. And I never seem to get past that point. It’s just it is generally the […]
Sometimes I think that is the biggest obstacle in my life right now,… the lack of inspiration. It is so easy to fall in a rut when you are a stay at home mom and wife. Your whole world revolves around your family until you feel like you have lost yourself. You feel like you […]
Where does it all go wrong?! Clearly, waking up is my first mistake. I have to get up 15 minutes earl every day because it takes that long to get my husband out of bed. This is a fact of my reality that never ceases to annoy the living hell out of me, as I […]
I haven’t blogged much lately, mainly because I seem to have a real lack of anything positive to say. But then I realized that that is exactly why I have a blog, my own personal therapy to get the vents out. So that is what I am going to do. My most recent Facebook status […]
I swear, the total cluelessness that goes on around here is going to make me lose what is left of my mind. I joke, or at least try to, but I am completely serious about just how pissed off and frustrated I am. Nothing I say or do seems to get through to anyone, but […]
It’s probably not a good sign when I title my post with alcoholic references before 7am. But that is what comes with dealing with 4 sons and a husband in various stages of “duh” on a 24/7/365 basis. Sometimes I almost believe it is a Y-chromosomal conspiracy to force me into a corner, babbling and […]
Nothing says loving like being made to feel that I am good for nothing but what I can do or provide for someone. It’s just delightful. I am the one that everyone turns to when they want or need something, but the moment I have something going on, it is perfectly clear that I am […]