I have been trying to post a blog all day long, but I haven’t gotten beyond the first two sentences. I am thoroughly on a bitch roll at the moment and pretty much just pissed off at life in general, which doesn’t really lend itself to an engaging read, huh? And I am completely sick of feeling this way, but I don’t seem to be able to fake it as well as I usually can. So here I am, frustrated as hell and in need of an outlet, but totally beyond capable of putting it into words. I am just tired of dealing with inconsiderate people and other assorted bullshit. I am tired of being treated like I am an idiot, especially by the very same people who constantly come to me for help. I am tired of being attacked for stupid reasons. I am tired of being told that, while I am doing nothing wrong, it is up to me to change to accomodate others. That is such a cop out. I have to change who I am, when the situation at hand has nothing to do with me doing anything wrong, just to make easier for those who continually treat me like crap? Why should I have to change who I am, just so they don’t have to grow up and take responsibility for themselves?!
Blah. Venting a little today, and a lot last night, has definately NOT improved my mood or my outlook on life. Blah.