reading time: 3 minutes I feel like all I ever blog about is sadness and negativity. I hate that, but it is the reality of it sometimes. The plus side is that the balance seems to have tipped for the better. I have more good days now than bad, but those bad days, when […]
reading time: 2 minutes This has been one of those days when I have had moments of being inexplicably angry and unbelievably sad. I spent most of the morning trying to ignore it and it has gotten me nowhere except throbbing in pain from a stress neck ache. That’s no good. Owning it… I […]
reading time: 2 minutes There is a down side to being reflective. Memories. Frustration. Sadness. The reminder of how little faith in humanity I have these days. As much as I don’t want to revisit these things, there is no way to cope and to heal without working through them. But denying it or […]
reading time: 2 minutes I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about life and relationships, all kinds of relationships… family and friends. The last several years have had their ups and downs, often more downs than ups. I watched The Perks of Being a Wallflower recently and a quote from that really struck me. “We […]
reading time: < 1 minute For the love of 2014 I don’t believe in resolutions. They are a setup for failure. I believe in goals. And I have several… Do what I need to do to get healthier, but not be so hard on myself. I need to accept my limitations and stop expecting too […]
reading time: 2 minutes I honestly don’t want to remember most of 2013. It was a year of sadness, betrayal, frustration, and heartbreak. There were moments of happiness, but they were so few and far between. Just about a year ago, I found out that I was unexpectedly pregnant. And I was filled with […]
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reading time: 3 minutes This week has all the makings to be a pretty craptastic week. This Saturday was supposed to be my due date and I am not entirely sure my body realizes that it isn't pregnant anymore. Especially after the maelstrom of crap it has been through, I don't think it knows which […]
reading time: 3 minutes The pain and anger of it all… I haven't written in months… I just haven't been able to. I lost my baby in May and I haven't been really all that into life in general since. Some days it is better than others, but most days, I am just angry. […]
reading time: 2 minutes I have never in my life tried so hard to learn something in my life and it is frustrating as hell. Before this semester, I was so looking forward to my two independent study classes, Women of Faerie and The Faerie Realm in Folklore and Literature, both taught by the same professor. […]